The Final Straw.

so "HE" sent me this text message

"ok..im tired of this..I dnt know why i actually think ull step ur game up & actually put in some real effort. but hats not going to happen wat hurts is this wats I always Knewin da back of my head.. I just hope u find someone is actually worth ur effort..goodbye muna..plz dont txt plz."

Okay I have no idea where that came from wait i kinda do.

earlier today his status said hmmm "slug: time is running out and u dnt even kno it"
and ofcourse i asked HE if that was towrds me and they said most likely so. humph!
All day mind you I was having a posistive day not worrying about his behind. & I still am.

The old me woulda quickly texted him without a doubt. Now there's no point. I know exactly what I want and it's not in him. So kudos for me.

Like Chrystantheum always says..."HE'S THE ONLY THING YOU'VE KNOWN"..
time to seriously put a stop.. bc there are PLENTY of fishes in the sea..so it's time to go take a swim! WHADDDASAY...

tHIS IS my ANTHEM...IT use to be LONG GOOD BYE BY:india ARIE..
but now i dont even want that! ;)

Knock you down by keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West &Ne-yo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FF5Q1jr28PM


My Fav. part chorus:Keri Hilson

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you downJust get back up
When it knocks you down(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(knocks you down)

............. I feel like this one knocked me down plenty of times and this is my final time to REALLy get my ass up.

P VS. MC'Ds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4chHBO_RTA


This video is Hilarious to me. a friend of mine sent it to me bc of my superfluous love for Pharrell. =) His cute & Has a sense of humor..what more could you ask for?

Saturday Morning.

Quote of the Day: "Somewhere, Something incredible is waiting to be Known"
-Carl Sagan
Horoscope of the Day: Capricorn, Mar 28:
Today you will find a great deal of pleasure in just shooting the breeze
with pals.


So its saturday morning..Hmmm what do I have to do. I have some homework to do. Errands for my daddy. So my horoscope is WRONG. i dont have time for pals today. I never do on saturdays. Which sucks.

This upcoming week I have Two tests. Ugh! One in history and another in math. It sucks bc I havent really studied for either. Right now I will work on my math homework, maybe that can help me study. I need to make 100's onmy homework so I can atleast pass the class if i dont pass the test. Then History is another thing. I failed my last test so I need to really tudy hard for this one. So today I am going to mainly focus on my school work. So sunday can be my relax day but most likely I'll be studying some more.

Okay Now my mouse stopped working on ..Now i cant do my math homework without letting these batteries charge up.OH lord!.. I guess I'll just type away and eat my goldfish while things turn up.

L. :|

love 
–noun
1.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.
sexual passion or desire.
4.
a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.
(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.
a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.
sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.
(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.
affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.
strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.
the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.
the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.
Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

Your Speaking to me

See with you I'm constantly battling self.
Why though It doesnt have to be that way.
Your suppose to lift me up when my days arent soo swell.
Lately, you've been pouring with problems.. agonizingme every chance you get.
You say I stress you out..but what exactly are you doing dear?
Have you evaluted your self?
Because every chance you get your pointing fingers.
It takes two to tango sweetie..
Yes, I've done some things but they can never amount to what you have done.
My love for you exceeds the scale.
Is that a good thing? No
b/C my emotions are all out on the table.
That's not fair.
Constantly we go back and forth.
This time
I am taking a stance.
I dont want to fuss or fight. I Dont want to be the person you want me to be.

..Take it easy! <3