Im soo tired of...

talking about the past. get over it.
obivously i am..
get over yourself!!
guys who try to spit game when they have a girl.
i hate that ish!!
SERIOUSLY.
you have a girl..what u need me for?
the feeling..uhh no thanx
I dont do that shit!!
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Dec.25.2008

DuLL dAY

gRRRR =-0

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Okay today is X-mas.. I dont celebrate it but it's soo funkin boring. B/c Everything is closed ofcourse. Guh!!

So lately I've been tryna live a little. Loosen up my buttons. just a tad bit. DANG!! though.. i think i might just be scarred for life. after my little love fest break up.. everything has been different ofcourse, Especially the way I am with the fellas.

Okay yesterday was good. I tried blocking all negative thoughts. I had a quite good time. He is funny. Cute smile. Nice lips =]..nice conversation... but he wud never be man. b/c he does something that wud cut u off as my main squeeze. YES!! he drinks & hits that d0jO!! [YUCK]

then he wants to say I'll change for you ... PFFT please!!

My little club buddy is super duper nice. i was hesistant about him at first but his sh0wing me different. Idk whether to believe it or not.

.. maybe i am like this towards these guys bc ex-factor is still in the picture.

Enough about the dudes... Theres more to life than them!!

COLLEGE-- is something else. yeah too stressful. But i've been keeping my composure.I'll bring my GPA up next semester no doubt.

well anywhooo oFF i go =]

Good day peaceful bloggers.

first day.

Im bottled up.

I have so many things to write

but hmmm idk. where to start.

Jammin Estelle.. pretty dope cd.

at first i wasnt really feeling it but i love it now. So it grew on me.
aaah..