DuLL dAY
gRRRR =-0
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Okay today is X-mas.. I dont celebrate it but it's soo funkin boring. B/c Everything is closed ofcourse. Guh!!
So lately I've been tryna live a little. Loosen up my buttons. just a tad bit. DANG!! though.. i think i might just be scarred for life. after my little love fest break up.. everything has been different ofcourse, Especially the way I am with the fellas.
Okay yesterday was good. I tried blocking all negative thoughts. I had a quite good time. He is funny. Cute smile. Nice lips =]..nice conversation... but he wud never be man. b/c he does something that wud cut u off as my main squeeze. YES!! he drinks & hits that d0jO!! [YUCK]
then he wants to say I'll change for you ... PFFT please!!
My little club buddy is super duper nice. i was hesistant about him at first but his sh0wing me different. Idk whether to believe it or not.
.. maybe i am like this towards these guys bc ex-factor is still in the picture.
Enough about the dudes... Theres more to life than them!!
COLLEGE-- is something else. yeah too stressful. But i've been keeping my composure.I'll bring my GPA up next semester no doubt.
well anywhooo oFF i go =]
Good day peaceful bloggers.
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