July whatsoever.

Sometimes i feel like im being taken for granted
Yea there are days where its great and everything but theres days
where i just feel horrible.
I've literally lost myself in this.
Thinking things will change.
But it takes two for it to change.
it's gettin bettter but things still eat me up
like things that have happened in the past
that left bruises
it will randomly pop up in my mind even though the time will be good or anything.
For instance, today. everything was perfect till this particular incident popped up
in my head
i didt really want to say anything becuz of course i dont wana trip over the past
it sucks though cuz it really eats me up.
like he gets mad at me for things other ppl say but i cant help it
Sometimes i feel soo stupid but i cant help myself
& sometimes love makes you BLIND!!
i just wish i was appreciated you know like i use to be
yea he says its my fault for changing him but seriously it was just hard for me
i didnt wana get in too deep before him & get hurt
but looky here now.
Yeah things changed since july to better but its little by little
im grateful for our better days.
but as a good friend tells me "that all guys are fatal
just some worse than others".