It what time now 12:41 listening to college dropout School Spirit skit 1..hmmmmm.
alot of thoughts running through my head. So i decided to write. Maybe i'll feel better. I just have too many questions. Sometimes I hate that. Sometimes i'm not satisfied with my answer ofcourse. Ugh.!
So what are my thoughts tonight..
its 12:44am.. i;m in the house on the computer. I would rather be outside doing something joyful. Not even clubbing. I wouldn't mind walking in the park or laying out watching the stars. Doing something stupid with my friends. or BEING @ THE BEACH.
it's 12:45 all that "glitters is not gold." you glitter but ive noticed your not gold. disappointments. disappointments. disappointments. why havent you satisfied my hunger. Your right, you cant. Idk why.
its 12:46 hmmmmm I'm thinkin about home[somalia] my auntie. I know shes not feeling well. missing her family... her brother. and I. i KNOW it. ..i honestly dont like talking to my family on the phone. it's hard. theres nothing i can do for them. its soo different. I really miss them& to the ones i dont know aahhh! one day I will get to.
12;49 fuck you. first and foremost for making me do this shit. la la la la la and I am..... they ask me .... and I tell em..... raise your glass.... to the sky.
it's 12;50AM. my cousin came to mind. umi says.... whenever i think about her often she calls me in the morning to tell me something negative. Hopefully tomorrow morning she calls me with posistive news. we'll see.
12:53 he popped in my head. no not him. h.i.m. Hmmm why. idk.
12:54AM goodnight.
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